Clinicians - Are You Ready to Face Your Own Fears?
Clinicians - Are You Ready to Face Your Own Fears?
Authored by: Elizabeth DuPont Spencer, LCSW-C
I hope you had a great summer with time for relaxation and adventure. It is so important for clinicians to take time away from work to recharge, whatever time of year that works best for your life and your practice.
This summer I had the opportunity to use my CBT skills in my own life, and the results made me proud to be a CBT therapist, so I want to share my experience with you.
My Trip to Iceland & Facing Anxiety
My husband and I took a trip to beautiful Iceland, and on one of our final days we took a day trip to Drangey Island.
Fear of heights:
Any of you have fear of heights? If you have heard me speak you have heard me talk about my own anxiety starting with a panic attack in high school.
None of my anxiety has limited my life thanks to early education that took the fear out of intense symptoms. However, anxiety has tried many times to scare me about new situations or situations in which I have been many times – anxiety is very cunning!
The Challenge of Drangey Island
Climb preparation:
I didn’t realize in our planning how intense the climb on Drangey would be. Honestly, I was just focused on seeing puffins!
Initial reaction:
When we got off the boat with 10 other people and a father and son guide, I first looked up the almost sheer face of the 180-meter rock. My reaction was: “I can’t do it.”
During the climb:
We climbed holding ropes tied to pegs pounded into the rocks. Thousands of seabirds flew and called around us. My anxiety was a 9 out of 10 from the first steps. My heart pounded, knees shook, and thoughts raced:
- “What if I miss one of the rungs on the ladder?”
- “What if I stumble and hurtle over the edge into the ocean below?”
CBT in Action
Pushing through anxiety:
My hands sweat as I write this, remembering my terror. Your body screams at you to stop. But I kept going because of all of you, the clinicians I teach and the clients I work with.
Lesson:
Back down from anxiety, and it will have you.
Reaching the top:
I collapsed to the ground to steady myself. We spent 90 minutes on top of this huge island rock, so high it felt like we could touch the clouds.
Gradually, my anxiety faded.
I didn’t focus on “what-if” thinking, didn’t add anxious thoughts, and didn’t try to distract myself. I looked over the edge, and even tried to get my anxiety back up, but it was impossible.
The climb down:
- Pure joy.
- No anxiety.
- I could finally relish the beautiful scenery and enjoy the puffins.
- This was my victory moment!
Takeaway & Reflection
Ongoing journey with anxiety:
I know anxiety isn’t done with me. It surprises me now and again. And that’s okay, because I climbed Drangey Island, something I had never even known to be anxious about before our trip.
Back to work:
I’m home and ready to help clinicians and clients break the spell of anxiety. Send me your success stories. Join me in being proud to be a CBT therapist, #CBTworks.
This blog first appeared on Anxietytraining.com.
ADAA Blog Content and Blog Comments Policy
ADAA provides this Website blogs for the benefit of its members and the public. The content, view and opinions published in Blogs written by our personnel or contributors – or from links or posts on the Website from other sources - belong solely to their respective authors and do not necessarily reflect the views of ADAA, its members, management or employees. Any comments or opinions expressed are those of their respective contributors only. Please remember that the open and real-time nature of the comments posted to these venues makes it is impossible for ADAA to confirm the validity of any content posted, and though we reserve the right to review and edit or delete any such comment, we do not guarantee that we will monitor or review it. As such, we are not responsible for any messages posted or the consequences of following any advice offered within such posts. If you find any posts in these posts/comments to be offensive, inaccurate or objectionable, please contact us via email at [email protected] and reference the relevant content. If we determine that removal of a post or posts is necessary, we will make reasonable efforts to do so in a timely manner.
ADAA expressly disclaims responsibility for and liabilities resulting from, any information or communications from and between users of ADAA’s blog post commenting features. Users acknowledge and agree that they may be individually liable for anything they communicate using ADAA’s blogs, including but not limited to defamatory, discriminatory, false or unauthorized information. Users are cautioned that they are responsible for complying with the requirements of applicable copyright and trademark laws and regulations. By submitting a response, comment or content, you agree that such submission is non-confidential for all purposes. Any submission to this Website will be deemed and remain the property of ADAA.
The ADAA blogs are forums for individuals to share their opinions, experiences and thoughts related to mental illness. ADAA wants to ensure the integrity of this service and therefore, use of this service is limited to participants who agree to adhere to the following guidelines:
1. Refrain from transmitting any message, information, data, or text that is unlawful, threatening, abusive, harassing, defamatory, vulgar, obscene, that may be invasive of another 's privacy, hateful, or bashing communications - especially those aimed at gender, race, color, sexual orientation, national origin, religious views or disability.
Please note that there is a review process whereby all comments posted to blog posts and webinars are reviewed by ADAA staff to determine appropriateness before comments are posted. ADAA reserves the right to remove or edit a post containing offensive material as defined by ADAA.
ADAA reserves the right to remove or edit posts that contain explicit, obscene, offensive, or vulgar language. Similarly, posts that contain any graphic files will be removed immediately upon notice.
2. Refrain from posting or transmitting any unsolicited, promotional materials, "junk mail," "spam," "chain mail," "pyramid schemes" or any other form of solicitation. ADAA reserves the right to delete these posts immediately upon notice.
3. ADAA invites and encourages a healthy exchange of opinions. If you disagree with a participant 's post or opinion and wish to challenge it, do so with respect. The real objective of the ADAA blog post commenting function is to promote discussion and understanding, not to convince others that your opinion is "right." Name calling, insults, and personal attacks are not appropriate and will not be tolerated. ADAA will remove these posts immediately upon notice.
4. ADAA promotes privacy and encourages participants to keep personal information such as address and telephone number from being posted. Similarly, do not ask for personal information from other participants. Any comments that ask for telephone, address, e-mail, surveys and research studies will not be approved for posting.
5. Participants should be aware that the opinions, beliefs and statements on blog posts do not necessarily represent the opinions and beliefs of ADAA. Participants also agree that ADAA is not to be held liable for any loss or injury caused, in whole or in part, by sponsorship of blog post commenting. Participants also agree that ADAA reserves the right to report any suspicions of harm to self or others as evidenced by participant posts.